Aites. What if it fails like what if what if. Its happening all over again. Maybe this time, it should be better. So I have to learn from my past mistakes and not fast forward it. Aites. To mates, I'm happy. Hah, I'll make the best out of it and well take it as it is. Something new to experience!!

Watched Perfect Strangers with joash, jian yun, denise, joanna and two of her friends. The trailer for the movie was fantastic, but the movie was kind of a letdown. Somehow the movie twist itself right at the end, which was the CLIMAX!

Today's National Day celebration was s-h-o-r-t!!! I'm starting to really really regret signing up for the Tioman trip. I wish I am sick like Jin hang is now. I'll miss the fireworks display and the familar national day songs and the long holiday break. Aiyoh, I don't want to go!!! I AM DAMN SCARED OF LEECHES AH!!! I NEED URBAN LIFE! uuuurrrrban~

Ash is suspended from training until promos. Oh man~ What's God trying to tell me?! haha, maybe I can still try my best and still promote with dilligience and some motivation. That's why I can still go for trainings?

This is pathetic. I have only typed the first sentence for my EOM which needs to be handed in by this thursday as draft number 1. And I thought yesterday night was productive because I finally sat down and did my tutorials dilligently. If my father replies my email and gives me the green light. I'm going to the same tuition centre as rachel somewhere in Boon Lay there. I hope it is someplace I know about in BL. yikes*

I'm glad that I'm "cheeky crappy cheerful cass" again. Not enough lah. I want to have the word hard working also. I must stop lying to myself and just be sad when I need to. Well, its fun you know being single and all. But damn, I'm really not getting use to this like a lil'. Weird. But then again, i'm having fun. Like today I was almost almost late for school. Having fun laughing etc with volleyball mates.

The School is selling low fat ice cream now, if I didn't get my facts wrong. Woah! Ben & jerry's still better. Hagen diaz too and yammi yoghurt. There is no night study program tomorrow after training! YES!! I need to pia EOM tomorrow.

4B's class bbq is cancelled. I hope nathan can confirm friday night plans with lene and ws. HAHA. Its a pity that we are not 18 yet =( And most probably saturday is sushi buffet with scrabble mates. I'm so not eating lunch after training on saturday. Yay for my dear shuqunites!

Paint me like I am. Paint me like I'll never go black and white. Paint me like an eagle, soaring above the skies. Paint me like I'll never ever shed some tears. Paint me like I was oh so long ago.

Labels. The truth and the rumours. Labels. The ugly and the beautiful. Labels. What's real and what's not. Labels. The tittles and words. Labels. The love and the hatred. Labels. The needs and the wants. oh my tian, I feel emotionless for a while.

I'm exhausted and I bet everyone else in volleyball are. Especially those who had to run their rounds during p.e and I didn't (only 2 for p.e). So, have a good rest =D While training and trying to make my whole body not turn so much and my hand...... I remembered Mr Ong!!! I wouldn't be running this much faster than before it if weren't for him. Who was determined to change the way my feet points to when I run. So now I run with my two feet pointing straight and not out. So random. Now I have to change the way I lept into the air and just not change where I face and position myself.

Results sucks. I can't be lazy anymore aye. I so better stop watching disney channel, bye bye kim possible. And dear mates, I doubt I'll be like joining you for loads of dinners on wednesdays or saturdays. Hello night study sessions in pjc. Oh man, I'm so gonna get home soooo late.

Ngee Ann's library is like so friggin big and cool, cold whatever. IT WAS VERY NICE TO SEE YOU ALL AGAIN!

WE WATCH THE SNEAK PREVIEW OF DIE HARD 4.0 today!!! We=jian yun, denise and grace =D I give it 4 out of 5. 4 because we it ends up the same, same ol' same ol' ending.

July's gonna be bittersweet. Pms, pms, pms.

Wait for you by Elliot Yamin, is such a sweet emo song. I hate pms.

Ahahahha, I can't get the html code thing!! I totally forgot the codes and stuff for span etc. Past files of html now look like math to me. Horrible. And I think the tagboard looks really out of place. Must quickly get the html code right.

My chinese oral is like next wednesday! 4th of July. HAHAHAHA. Long weekend =D

OH gwad, chinese was okay. At least I know I will not get a subpass, unless I did badly for oral. And there's just one more paper left =D YAY for biology! I can't wait for the next training and this saturday. Okay I'm not gonna sell nike t-shirts cause it involves money. I got the ushering job instead, well that's when edwin replies me. HAHAHA.

I'm hungry.

There's gonna be a new season of kim possible and ron is kim's boyfriend. LIKE HUH?! Looking forward to it. I can't wait for transformers and Harry Potter!!

I hope there's like no training next friday. I wanna go np to study with sofia. Psst, I got something to study le. Woah, I can't wait for this wednesday. I get to relax after that = volleyball training!!! Okay, I doubt I'll be training. Bloody the hell, my arm still hurts. GWAD.


I saw kitty on sunday, basking under the moonlight outside ym's house. Wahahahah. What a way to welcome me back to that ever familiar place. Still the same old fat kitty. I'll show you all kitty when I upload her into my com. Oh there's bouncy too, a new cat who crashed westmere for I don't know what reason. Bloody ivan has to miss bouncy. Bouncy must have gone to find you after you fed her with milk. Ahahaha. I wanted to type breast feed. At least bf has got a heart of compassion, just read this touching story off an email jeromne? sent to us all, really really touching. IVAN IVAN IVAN =D

RIPPED THIS OFF FROM AK!!!

Friday was well spent =D thank you trevor for teaching me math, that's if you ever read this. Thank you ivan for accompanying me =D THANK YOU SO SO MUCH AK, AZRI AND XIN MIN!!!! We finally had chocolate fondue together after craving/planning to have it since sec 3?! Maybe next time, I'll bring a scrabble set. Or should we wear our sqs uniforms and eat chocolate fondue again and play scrabble. HAHAHA. Crazy idea~ I'll be seeing all of you later! Can't wait! You guys are the only peeps that I can really really be myself, so that's a hell good thing. Thank you for the many? pictures we took and the good company. YOU ALL ROCK CAN! So i'm super happy, you made my holiday quite worthwhile. And Ivan, its not that you suck but aiyah, they rock can and you rock to can but then they are rockier. CRAP.

Yesterday(Sunday)- I AM FINALLY A YTSA GRADUATION. I shook hands with Ang Peng Siong. hahahah. Big deal~ But it is to me. So guests were namely APS and Remy Ong and some other woman whom I didn't catch her name. I got the tee and a jacket and some other misc stuff. There was sushi, some dishes, veg soup and barley for refreshments. Not bad luh~ But I still prefer the food during last year's 5th anniversary party. Then I "rushed" to tiong bahru to celebrate grandpa's birthday. He's old. 70 something years old. OLD!!!! And took pictures with family and cousins. Grandpa's happy so he can sleep well =D That makes me happy too. And then after that mama and I went to sgh to visit someone. Well, memories of grandmama days in the hospital. Geee~ I almost cried. It was so painful to see her suffer. So painful. heartbreaking. I miss popo...

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