I already told lina what I already wanted to blog today. But I suppose I should be slow to anger like what I always learn in church and stop the cursing. Although I'm feeling extremly angry. I am pissed off as well. But I ain't gonna pop or vommit anything in out of mouth. Cheryl soh's email cheered me up a lil' and the funny comments made by the youth in the emails. Like I jsut read before I blogged. That's why I changed my mind and rather be slow to anger and learn from whatever mistakes I made. It is really a test. I hope I will manage to keep my anger until later during the trials. Oh oh, I hope I don't cry. lol.
I realised that I'm not the only one having a reluctant, unenthusiastic and not interesting/interested china buddy. Because they are showing off their *CIAO* attitude. School on the whole is fine. A lot of stuff going through my mind now, but yea its alright. I guess its like DECISION MAKING TIME! "WHEEE" I so
love it. But I have been enjoying the morning rides to school =D I think its like the only thing I look forward to and to actually wake up. Its getting a lil' stressful already. I'm competing yet again with so many thousands of students not only across the island for a pathetic certificate.
My parents finally understand what JC life is about. Thank you aunty foon yong. And they now know that Biology is a tough subject and that there are quite a number of retainees who take biology. I'm going to work hard for the As and Bs that I want and not think of perparing myself for another year or J1. This is tough, especially when the ones I always relied on and like tell stuff to are no longer with me in school. Its pretty difficult to talk to them =(
Anyways... Ivan's middle finger the ****eriser is fractured can. I think its another 2 months more. its sad to see someone so full of passion for a particular something but because of an injury he can't play at all. I better not be little miss clumsy and remember that there is an injured finger I can't play around with. I'm going to picture it with a cool green/orange bandage with loads of chocolate chip cookies on it! Weird combination. Maybe kinder buenos. -giggles.
I laughed for the third time while taking the school photo thingy. LUCKILY, thanks to technology, I retook my picture. But its still looks horrible because my hair is all over the place and I still was trying hard not to laugh.
Its that pathetic time of the month again =( Hello emo days, byebye carefree days! and and and ITS UNOFFICIALLY ONE MONTH TOMMORROW!!!!! WOOHOOO!!!!! I LOVE IVAN!
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