NATIONALS'


TOP 8


PEOPLE!

And I gotta admit I played horribly today. Damnnnie... I will not do that ever again. It felt so shitty.

Crappy things aside, I'm happy =D

Labels: volleyball

I miss miss miss miss hanging out at 287d. I miss miss miss block catching. I miss miss miss miss miss -------. I miss miss miss miss ym's bed. I miss miss miss eating ym's noodles when he's sick. I miss miss miss miss running about. Rachel was talking about parties and stuff like that in school yesterday(23 april). She made me realised how fun my life was. Note the 'was'. And thank you AK. I think its getting better although it still feels shitty, but i'm sure it will be resolved soon. So yea...AK,SAM,SOFIA,YU MIN! If you're reading this, let's go play play! hahahhahaha. I'll make my saturday afternoons free* I will not leave halfway* I know lectures are boring, but poly life can't be boring. I thought it was suppose to be exciting in a way...

School was fun today, even though it was tutorial day. GP WAS SUPER UNPRODUCTIVE! I am a million times happier cause I need not attend gp later. Thank you volleyball! ahahhahahah. Anyways, the guys won tpjc =D


cousins.

Labels: good friends, Past, studies

WOAH!

I am indeed speechless.
Total blindness!
I'm a EMO BOOBIM!



Stick to the status quo

Labels: exchange program, relationship

I finally did my economics tutorial. It is actually very straight forward and pretty much easy to understand. At least I don't have to memorise rock types even though it seems quite interesting. I passed my econs surprise quiz as well =D I FINALLY PASS SOMETHING!!! Mock SPAs this week and economics test on thursday and a summary test later. I better put in more than 10% of effort for my H1 since I didn't bother about my H2 tests last week and I failed all of them except for biology cause they have not return our scripts yet. I had a pronouciation problem yesterday and to ak/sam/sofia: I WILL TRY MY BEST TO MEET UP WITH YOU ALL!

Arm still hurts but better I suppose. I don't feel like as if my arm is on the verge of dropping off my shoulder. That feeling was horrible. Yucks!

"Swing Low, Sweet Chariot. Coming for to carry me home!"

Labels: injury, studies

Just met up with cousins from UK, oh god, yuen looks hot. WAhahahha. He's pretty old already, lemme see 2007-1978=?? I didn't talk much as usual, but I had power naps during dinner just now. I suppose their impression of me now is the cousin who slept over dinner. And I only see them like once in a very long long time. It was nice to be reunited with the Cheangs again =D

I failed my math and chemistry tests. Horribly. I feel so disappointed in myself for not putting in much effort. Well, at least I didn't get zero marks~ SPA is like next week, SO EXCITED!!!

Oh, I did quite well for 800m. I came in FIRST! I have 200m and 4X100m(volleyball) to race for this wednesday. I hope I get another trophy or if i'm lucky, a medal even! I another injury to add on to my injury list, my lil' toe. I am definitely not playing for Nationals lahs. Even though I trained quite hard and now I just gotta warm the bench due to injury. Sad can. All my effort went down the drain. Stupid arm.

Labels: Cousins, injury, sports day, studies

I am panicking. I have like four tests this coming week. I'm 2/3 into chemistry, halfway into bio, not touching economics at all and pretty confident for math (because its only differentiation_i think). There's also PI. I decided to do on woody allen, so I think I have to tell Miss Quek that I wanna do task 1 instead.

I have decided to go for church camp too. My parents should be happy. I saw Sean and his girlfriend at Beauty World, this time I wasn't with ivan. Wahahhahahha. He reminds me of my father. Was not allowed to go meet up with ak, sam and sofia! roars- But the whole thing was cancelled in the end because sofia had some medical thingy. I hope she gets better and that it ain't appendics, whatever it is.

Bible class was so-so today. Learnt a new acronym? MUAK = Memorise/Understanding/Application/knowledge (i think it means this) Well, I'm going to give it a shot at memorising some verses and bring my bible or something to school. Maybe even try 1 John, since most of the church people should be memorising that book. I don't want to be a sunday christian anymore*

I have also found an alternative to easing the pain from the arm muscle that I pulled. Rosiden!!! Yoko Yoko is like so useless. and and and I am thinking of speech theraphy or anatomy or biology for university. Mama said physio won't earn so much. But I just wanna like help people or some what along that bio/medical line. Money money money. sigh. I'm going to ask Joanne about speech theraphy and how the modules are like this sunday. heehee* Advanced was fun this year =D

God moves in a mysterious way. UH HUH~

Labels: church, church camp, injury, stuides

EMO EMO EMO. Must get over this period. And it ain't cause of menstruation or anything like that. I'm glad I have volleyball seniors lah. I'm glad I'm in volleyball too. I'm going to say 'No' to canoe and persevere on in volleyball. At least they don't try being influential etc. I dreamt of volleyball peeps. Funniest dream so far this year. I suppose that's like helping me think positively at the moment. No wait, I should be a lot more relieved that I have solved the whole cca thing.

I killed a housefly in the bus today. RIP

Labels: good friends, volleyball

Why DO I still feel insecure? Why can't I trust people? Stop being emo cass.

Labels: insecurities

The gathering on Friday was pathetic. They changed the timing when I went back and they changed the running trials to another day when I cabbed to Peejay. I have wasted so much money on cab fare. I must stop being lazy! But I had a good laugh in sqss hall while the dance society or something was having their practice. The instructor is so GAY! I have never felt so comfortable in like ages and only Shuqun can. I must stop saying bad stuff about Shuqun.

I am feeling so so emo.

Friendly on saturday. I played badly like after the third set. I was feeling oh so faint. And then there's a friendly against JJC on wednesday. I think I shall not type anything concerning ccas. I'll just end up more emo and more confused.

I think I'm going to breakdown.

I think I pulled a muscle at my thigh area. This is making me feel more depress.

Labels: reunion, volleyball