I'm working as a tutor now, not earning much, so do no ask me to give you a treat! because...I'm saving up for clothes. AND AND AND I have volunteered my free time in the morning to NUH!!! Hopefully they will get to me soon!!! I don't want to waste 3 hours of my mornings in front of the television watching repeats. I rather spend those 3 hours meaningfully.

JAE, DAE, JPSAE. I have been calling up schools and MOE to clarify my doubts. Miss blur-cock here thought a whole lot of bullshit worries and now.. she need not worry. I can actually apply under these three exercises. Everyday I think about the courses and the choices I make and then I worry. Now I'm trying to get all the records of community work etc that I have done. PJC better allow me... If not I stand at the losing end... Argh.

Yesterday, I had a very weird dream(all my dreams are weird even if I like it). It wasn't the same-ol-same-ol lead male. This was unexpected. Sim...was the lead male. There was my beloved Chan chan. I must be so worried about PJC not giving me a 'testimonial' thing(okay, I have not ask yet). I think I'll call up the office tomorrow or something and ask for Chan Chan or usha usha. It will save me a trip and getting rejected if they don't let me.

Good news. My room is finally cleared. No more creepy spiderwebs and spider. Man, I took like 5 mins to kill that stupid spider. It was hanging on its web during his last 30 secs. Stupid! Its neater, more walking space, lesser worksheets(from JC), lesser bags and clothes... That's why I'm earning money to buy clothes... That's why I'm clearing my cupboard for some space to put new clothes. Certain stuff are also back to where it should be... and well... nothing else..

Life sucks. Need diploma, need cert to make it out there. Life sucks, my mother is not giving me pocket money. Life sucks, so broke, misses school. Because when there's school, Cassandra gets some $$ and something to waste time on. Life sucks... it is only half way through January and kiasu Singaporeans are already que-ing up for BAK GWA. Life rocks, I still get concession rates while taking the public transport.

Bye. Switching to livejournal soon. So watch this space for the link =D

I got into 08S01! HAHAHAHHAHA. Monday was a great day. Because I met up and hanged out with Liang Zheng and Rachel. and they HAD TO THROW MY SLIPPERS TO THE FIELD! hmpmh! But then again, when's the next time we get to do stuff like this together. I should not have withdraw so quickly. At least, I still can play... and not resort to reading books... or exercising... wait... I must exercise to keep in shape.


This morning was spent at Ngee Ann Poly. Early morning. I experienced taking the bus(without sleeping much, china looking boy beside me manz..) and well that's about it. Well.. I saw derek there!! and Sean from a far and sofia from the bus stop and obviously yu min and his few friends and the admin woman... Life is boring... I can't wait to apply for courses and stuff like that. I totally missed the chance to do so last year.


I was at the library trying to find the book "I kissed dating goodbye". Jurong library don't have ah! Like that, I have to borrow from joanne, that's if she still has.. I need to read the book. For personal reasons. At the rate I'm going, I'm never making it. and the year is just getting started... there are so many reasons why I should be looking forward to...

back to square one.

Rachel bitchie... Don't miss me.

First day of school for me, was totally not fun. I wasn't with my class (yes, surprise surprise!) and they gave us some prep talk and you know what i'm JC 1 and a 1/2! I miss Mrs Chan.... oh crap... I'm really starting to miss S04(surprise surprise!) and rachel bullying me! hahahaha.

The decision has been made. I'm definitely not going to KL with the volleyballers (so you more or less know what's happening next). And, I'm praying hard that I get to do what I really enjoy doing.

The new stall in the canteen... the Sakae one... its a waste of money. Totally no value for money... But then... oh man.. now I miss rachel and her chin chow thing. And I miss crapping around with the church youth. I'm starting to feel nostalgia.