WE WATCH THE SNEAK PREVIEW OF DIE HARD 4.0 today!!! We=jian yun, denise and grace =D I give it 4 out of 5. 4 because we it ends up the same, same ol' same ol' ending.

July's gonna be bittersweet. Pms, pms, pms.

Wait for you by Elliot Yamin, is such a sweet emo song. I hate pms.

Ahahahha, I can't get the html code thing!! I totally forgot the codes and stuff for span etc. Past files of html now look like math to me. Horrible. And I think the tagboard looks really out of place. Must quickly get the html code right.

My chinese oral is like next wednesday! 4th of July. HAHAHAHA. Long weekend =D

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OH gwad, chinese was okay. At least I know I will not get a subpass, unless I did badly for oral. And there's just one more paper left =D YAY for biology! I can't wait for the next training and this saturday. Okay I'm not gonna sell nike t-shirts cause it involves money. I got the ushering job instead, well that's when edwin replies me. HAHAHA.

I'm hungry.

There's gonna be a new season of kim possible and ron is kim's boyfriend. LIKE HUH?! Looking forward to it. I can't wait for transformers and Harry Potter!!

I hope there's like no training next friday. I wanna go np to study with sofia. Psst, I got something to study le. Woah, I can't wait for this wednesday. I get to relax after that = volleyball training!!! Okay, I doubt I'll be training. Bloody the hell, my arm still hurts. GWAD.


I saw kitty on sunday, basking under the moonlight outside ym's house. Wahahahah. What a way to welcome me back to that ever familiar place. Still the same old fat kitty. I'll show you all kitty when I upload her into my com. Oh there's bouncy too, a new cat who crashed westmere for I don't know what reason. Bloody ivan has to miss bouncy. Bouncy must have gone to find you after you fed her with milk. Ahahaha. I wanted to type breast feed. At least bf has got a heart of compassion, just read this touching story off an email jeromne? sent to us all, really really touching. IVAN IVAN IVAN =D

this is kitty!

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We spent Father's Day at The Oasis last Sunday.

I'm left with Chinese and Biology. Mid years so far was HORRIBLE. DANG! There goes training for me. Unless of course I manage to get my Ds and Es. Last year I was still talking about getting my As and Bs for O's. Now I'm talking about getting those kind of shitass results. I should have just paid attention in school and not think as if I can catch up during the June holidays. Alright, BIG lesson learnt.

I have been thinking a lot lately. A lot of questions and doubts. Aiyah, but life has to go on this way. Stupid cass think so much for what. No point being angry over such stupid crapass issue that (i have to face it sooner or later or i'll just be suffering alone with all the angst and sensitivity and insecurities) I shouldn't be bothering about. Because that's the reason why I am breaking down. breaking down. breaking down. Life was exciting. But then another side of me just want to give in and not face the issue at all. Loser. Total loser. I give myself until saturday. And if I don't, well, friends, give me hugs and I know you are always there. hahhaha.

I have yet to take my dumpling for ym. ym ym ym ym ym ym. Ahahaha, I miss doing that. Hmmm. Ym, How's Suei Chuan? ym ym ym ym ym ym ym.

I miss volleyball trainings. Ahahha. This will sound surprising to ym.considering the fact that i used to hate trainings in sqs. I don't feel healthy anymore, I feel fat(???) and I'm not getting my weekly dosage of laughter. Maybe that's why I don't feel me. But who's gonna be our coach. Big question.

life's a bitch. life's not fair. life's a bitch. life's not fair. Bloody ass game. life's a bitch. life's not fair. yes, I'm back to thinking of it as a game. life's a bitch. life's not fair. maybe i'm going back. life's a btich. life's not fair. life's a btich. life's not fair. How's life being single? life's a bitch. life's not fair.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE JIE!!

There's math, bio and chinese to bang on now. Econs was horrible to me. I didn't complete it and I had not much crap to write. And and and Chinese A level Oral is only next friday. OH NO.

its tough. Ahhh... Hanging by the moment. Must not be a meanie. Must not be a meanie. Days of regrets are so over.

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RIPPED THIS OFF FROM AK!!!

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I should have studied finish everything. Damn, the fun's only beginning.

Hello. So now what, we aren't best friends huh? Don't worry, I'll manage well. I'm strong remember. Eh, no. Actually I WAS! I'm not blaming you for anything. I just DO NOT WANT TO SCREW UP MY LIFE ANYMORE. Yea, I'm disappointed. oh wells.... oh yea. One more thing. SORRY FOR? We knew all along it will end this way. So why apologise. EVEN THAM SAYS SO. I'm so bloody glad you feel so much relieved now. At least I don't have a burden now too. So we should both be HAPPY! By now, you should know how I am feeling. So please, let me be happy and enjoy life. I want you to also be happy and just live life the way it is. Aren't you tired? I wish you all the best and I"LL STILL BE THERE FOR YOU even though YOU HAVE NO FAITH IN ME THAT I WILL. A movie does not count okay =p

Friday was well spent =D thank you trevor for teaching me math, that's if you ever read this. Thank you ivan for accompanying me =D THANK YOU SO SO MUCH AK, AZRI AND XIN MIN!!!! We finally had chocolate fondue together after craving/planning to have it since sec 3?! Maybe next time, I'll bring a scrabble set. Or should we wear our sqs uniforms and eat chocolate fondue again and play scrabble. HAHAHA. Crazy idea~ I'll be seeing all of you later! Can't wait! You guys are the only peeps that I can really really be myself, so that's a hell good thing. Thank you for the many? pictures we took and the good company. YOU ALL ROCK CAN! So i'm super happy, you made my holiday quite worthwhile. And Ivan, its not that you suck but aiyah, they rock can and you rock to can but then they are rockier. CRAP.

Yesterday(Sunday)- I AM FINALLY A YTSA GRADUATION. I shook hands with Ang Peng Siong. hahahah. Big deal~ But it is to me. So guests were namely APS and Remy Ong and some other woman whom I didn't catch her name. I got the tee and a jacket and some other misc stuff. There was sushi, some dishes, veg soup and barley for refreshments. Not bad luh~ But I still prefer the food during last year's 5th anniversary party. Then I "rushed" to tiong bahru to celebrate grandpa's birthday. He's old. 70 something years old. OLD!!!! And took pictures with family and cousins. Grandpa's happy so he can sleep well =D That makes me happy too. And then after that mama and I went to sgh to visit someone. Well, memories of grandmama days in the hospital. Geee~ I almost cried. It was so painful to see her suffer. So painful. heartbreaking. I miss popo...

Photos:

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Birthdays, birthdays and more birthdays.
Yea, I'm jealous of those getting older sooner. I'm sick of waiting to the end of the year. I'm always saying this every year. So its nothing new to old friends. hahaha.

Should I join the youth camp committee? Will they think I'll just back out? But I pretty interested... Okay, I better better go for youth camp this year and not back out one week before it.

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