We spent Father's Day at The Oasis last Sunday.

I'm left with Chinese and Biology. Mid years so far was HORRIBLE. DANG! There goes training for me. Unless of course I manage to get my Ds and Es. Last year I was still talking about getting my As and Bs for O's. Now I'm talking about getting those kind of shitass results. I should have just paid attention in school and not think as if I can catch up during the June holidays. Alright, BIG lesson learnt.

I have been thinking a lot lately. A lot of questions and doubts. Aiyah, but life has to go on this way. Stupid cass think so much for what. No point being angry over such stupid crapass issue that (i have to face it sooner or later or i'll just be suffering alone with all the angst and sensitivity and insecurities) I shouldn't be bothering about. Because that's the reason why I am breaking down. breaking down. breaking down. Life was exciting. But then another side of me just want to give in and not face the issue at all. Loser. Total loser. I give myself until saturday. And if I don't, well, friends, give me hugs and I know you are always there. hahhaha.

I have yet to take my dumpling for ym. ym ym ym ym ym ym. Ahahaha, I miss doing that. Hmmm. Ym, How's Suei Chuan? ym ym ym ym ym ym ym.

I miss volleyball trainings. Ahahha. This will sound surprising to ym.considering the fact that i used to hate trainings in sqs. I don't feel healthy anymore, I feel fat(???) and I'm not getting my weekly dosage of laughter. Maybe that's why I don't feel me. But who's gonna be our coach. Big question.