I can't make it on my on no more. Damn.I just want to cry so so badly. Everything's upside down. Poor results.Fed up parents.Fucked up life. Like I thought it wuold have been better. Contradictions.Jealousy.Insecure. Yeah, whatever lah. I can't study! I'm keeping everything to myself now. The Great Depression is back. Tissues will be used up excessively. Hours of day-dreaming. I'm so not producing results that everyone and I expect. Such a disappointment. I guess because of this, I'm eating too much. More than I should be. I do not think that's very good. Cause I am hungry almost the whole day. Hmmm...
enough of this. I'm on to studying for my test on SR in plants and animals tomorrow. Argh. More of Mrs.Soong.
