Matters come and go.
But the ones that stay,
are those that mean a lot.
I did not let history repeat itself.
I'm going to do what I what and what I want my life to be.
I'm back. Strong as always.

Hmmm. 20 April was Team Singapore 5th Birthday @ SMU free open grassy area. Haha. I was not there by chance alright. I'm some sort part of them. Dinner was great. I really enjoyed eating there that day. There was chocolate fondue as well *winks* Azleen and I took quite a lot of it actually. Beer was served and I just drank a cup. The winners of campus superstar and project superstar were there. As expected girls would be going googoogaga over them. I have to admit though, I was one of them =X And there were pictures. I manage only two there are still some more to come just wait. heh.




Yesterday was history. Today is something else. I'm gonna make the best out of today and make it my day. Like I said, yesterday was history and I think hitting/beating/slapping someone is not my thing anymore. So painful. Mama its over!!



So this are my goals:

Get back my A1s and B3s

Get a C for my chinese lol. (its so difficult to get even a C)

Stop procastinating.

Save blings blings *tink*

Eat pratas.

Be more like a christian.

I can't make it on my on no more.
Damn.I just want to cry so so badly.
Everything's upside down.
Poor results.Fed up parents.Fucked up life.
Like I thought it wuold have been better.
Contradictions.Jealousy.Insecure.
Yeah, whatever lah.
I can't study!
I'm keeping everything to myself now.
The Great Depression is back.
Tissues will be used up excessively.
Hours of day-dreaming.
I'm so not producing results that everyone and I expect.
Such a disappointment.
I guess because of this, I'm eating too much.
More than I should be.
I do not think that's very good.
Cause I am hungry almost the whole day. Hmmm...

enough of this. I'm on to studying for my test on SR in plants and animals tomorrow. Argh. More of Mrs.Soong.

After a very bad bad day at Shuqun's Annual Sports Day, I decided to loosen up a bit and join in the fun with S CUBE on friday!!! Those present were Jimmy.Kuong Hing.Yu Min.Ronnie.Suei Chuan.Jia Hao.Wei Sheng.Spencer.Malcom.Kelvin.Sofia.'Atikah.Cheng Zhia.Jia Xian.Sien Quan.Edmund.Zhi Hao.Jestyn.Danny.Jia Hao's girlfriend.Jing Kang.Joon Siang.That should be all. Hehe. Too bad tree didn't come and maybe xin min. Well...Cause I didn't know if it was appropiate to ask her along since... hmmm.. I HAD FUN! We played with water,flour and drank =) Kelvin got up close and personal with sofia. JUST KIDDING! I played some demon kelling game, starting with D. I think its DABLO? So the guys thought jimmy and I were doing something secretive in his room. BULLSHIT! Yesterday did change my perspective of how S Cube is. Actually not really. They are gayer. WAHAHAHHA. Oh dear tomorrow's scrabble finals. GAGAGAGAGAGA. I am so not confident or rather I'm having cold feet about it. It starts so so early in the morning and ends like at 6pm. Well, that is if everything goes well =/ Read enough? I have no pictures of the party yesterday. Maybe anohter day? CASSIE-BRA THE HUNGRY GREEN GHOST IS OFF TO EAT EAT EAT!!! MUAHAHAH. I'm just very hungry.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA!

We are going to have our ANNUAL SPORT'S DAY TOMORROW!!! How quick is that. I am so totally unprepared for it. Or rather I will admit I ain't as competitive as before. You see I'm tired of all the similarities I have to face almost every other day. Its not as if I do not want you to feel secure or what but things just have to go this way for us. There's no point turning back time and changing whatever I have said or made up my mind.

Romance has been blooming here and there in school. I might say its just oh-so-WONDERFUL. This and that. squeak squeak squeak. I'm so sick of Mr Chua's add math lesson, and the one quite important lesson that Mrs Wong is going to teach us. Well, I CAN'T BLOODY MAKE IT LAH!

He can't take lovebites at all! He has got allergies!!! BOO~ OKay...What am I talking about. My silver balls. LAUGHS OUT LOUD. oh... I FINALLY PASS MY CHINESE TEST!!! 47.5 over 80 marks! Achievement! I now have the determination and push to do some chinese.

I kinda like misplaced my set of keys again. How sucky can it get. Its gone means I have to come back on time. My seven year old girlfriend who lives at jimmy's place is GONE! SHE DIDN'T EVEN BID GOODBYE TO ME! hmpmh! How Can like that??? Hurt. So hurt. So very very hurt.

ARGH!!!!
ITS THAT BLOODY TIME OF THE MONTH!!!
moodie-swings.stupid cramps for days.

I didn't want to do it again.
It hurts me to see the sadness in his eyes.
It wasn't meant to be...

A HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO WEI SHENG!
Hoped you were fooled by your friends!
Naga Scouts and Guides had this gangshow yesterday. It wasn't that all fantastic at all! Like OMG! I got saboed onto stage. We did make sarcastic remarks of Shikin Like just in front of her. WAHAHAHA. How fun! Here's the one and only pic from the GANGSHOW.

Justin and Shikin [Mcees]
hmmm...Weeks/week before that or something we went for this National Scrabble Championship. team one and two got into the finals! WEEE!!!


My opponents=)

The B division girls of Shuqun Secondary are out of the Nationals. It was a fun time training together and all that. Especially in Thailand, where all the bitches and gossipers all come alive!haha.But its really sad that half way through the competition and we are out. SADDIE... I'm going to host a student from Hong Kong next sunday. may she be fun loving and wants to walk around town with me!
Soffian or that big head guy from ncc is scared of cockroaches/insects. Wahahah! He got scared when i showed hima FAKE one. OMG! lol. I like the self-composed song by I do not know who. I think that ncc guy or whatever. So love-sicky song. I like.
Only just my mom was showing me an article of people getting stabbed or injured just like that when clubbing. Guess she was trying to scare me and make sure I don't clubbing in the future. ya-di-ya-dar-ya-di. The most I stitch here and there. Hmmm...It will turn out ugly right? Mrs Soong's GONE! From SHUQUN and the MINISTRY OF EDUCATION! gagaga... Somehow or rather I'm happy that she's gone. But then, she'll be coming back to teach us biology and join us for remedials. AHHH!!! So much of her...