All my bags are packed,I'm ready to go.
I'm standin' here outside your door.
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye.
But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn.
The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn.
Already I'm so lonesome I could die.
So kiss me and smile for me.
Tell me that you'll wait for me.
Hold me like you'll never let me go.
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane.
Don't know when I'll be back again.
Oh, babe, I hate to go.
There's so many times I've let you down.
So many times I've played around.
I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing.
Every place I go, I think of you.
Every song I sing, I sing for you.
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring.

How can i put in words.
Been well.Crying?
Don't ask.I'm just so scared.
So scared of making a mistake.
So much so that i'm going to keep myself busy busy busy this holidays.
I can't be sitting at home going to school for trainings.
And tuitions as well.
coming home listening to songs and think about my life now.
Its so desperate that i'm even using art to relate my life to.
I wish i was still in primary six.
Keeping my secrets to myself.
Its not worth risking my life.
My chest there or heart there hurts again.
Freak.I gotta stop thinking.