I'm still down.
Contradictions.boredom.Fear.
Books just seems to terrorise me in one way or another.
It just mkaes my imagination run wild.
Nevertheless songs.musics.rythm.
Things i wanna like "achieve" before O's would be.

NYAA(bronze

Get first in something in level or whatever.

Have some working experience at least.

Have a good chat with cheryl.

Relive my 0205 miserable days for just one day.

And the list may continue.But the first is a MUST.
I don't care how i'm going to cope.
But the certificate i must have.
Prove that i can do more than just playing sports and studying a bit.
I do not want to end up like whoever.
I do not want to be happy for just a while and suffer.
Late nights.Lets say.It has been two already.
I expect too much i suppose.
But that's just me.
HAHA.I've got high expectations.
I think you know that too.
*Bing Bung Bang Bish~
I really feel so odd/out in the family.
Grrr.I could even go out of the house at night when i wasn't allowed.
Too easy.Too easy.
I want some Spice in my life.
I want to take risk(like i know i'm doing it).Adventure.New things to learn about.
I seek fun!
hmmms.I miss OBS too.
I'll miss you.