Many a times i try my best to communicate with my dear parents.
Sometimes i get disapproving tones.
Leaving me in a hatred state.
Wanting for vengence to mend my already broken heart.
I don't get them and they don't get me now.
Communication breakdowns probably.
We come from a different background and generation.
Things and the way we think changes.
Its either they're still in their own generation mindset or they just don't want to care.
Whatmore all my little here and there relationships are breaking?
Breakdowns become a gradual part of life now.
This is when i know my faith is growing.
Because of my reliance on the LORD himself.
The Almighty.The Omega.
Messages they come in and are deleted.
Listening to sad songs.Reading books that spurs my emotions.
The genetic bonding i share with my dad.
At two different places doing almost exactly the same thing.
I MISS studying.learning.that cassandra.
I'm a Weirdo.
Face the fact.
If you don't like that.Shunt me away.
I don't care.
What would Jesus do if he was in my situation.
HALLELUJIAH!
Sammuel tt guy who asks too much questions got baptised last evening.
He's going to make an EXTREMELY good evangelist.
And we sang our baptism song as well.
Kiss me and smile for me.
Tell me that you'll wait for me.
Hold me like you'll never let me go.
There's so many times i let you down.
and played around.
I'm sorry for that.