Still in that stupid dilema.
At least it got worst after examx
Or rather on the last few days of school.
You want me to have a good talk.
I will when i have the right things to say.
I just don't know what to talk about nowadays.
Moodless.confuse still.decisions.
I'm so not gonna make another big one in my pathetic life AGAIN.
Questions.i need answers.
Feelings.Confirmation? teehee.
I can still remember jokingly telling vic in sec one about dating.
I was never to date any boy.
Cause i hated them.
Well i kinda still have that feeling towards them.
But...
I did not keep that comment to myself.
I did so otherwise.
I wish i still had alwin as my best friend.
And also to have had continue having a close friendship with cheryl.
Two of my major pillars gone.
I didn't keep them well.
Now they mean the world to me.
Hormones.Growing up.Raging emotions.
The Teenage years.
Starting of the maturing of our adulthood.
The start of all problems.
Misery and Pain.
The result of a unstable relationship probably.
You left me in despair.
Helped me halfway and ignored the whole situation.
You good.You good.Bleahx >.<